As we get closer to the fun part of the cycle (the only part where we have some sort of say as to what happens) I'm doing my best to keep us both as relaxed as possible. It really shouldn't be that hard, our day to day lives don't contain much stress, we live in a beautiful home and its currently hot and sunny outside. But TTC seems to bring its own stresses, have we done enough? What if it doesn't work this time? Will it ever work? And now we have the added stress of going to the doctors.
For me, I've accepted for awhile that it was going to come down to this, the appointments been made for weeks and I kinda know what to expect, but for hubby (who isn't the best at going to doctors at the best of times) this is a whole new level of terror for him. At the moment he isn't even signed up with a gp so first things first we need to find a doctor who is taking on patients and get him signed up. Then we can get him the all important appointment. Ideally this would be done asap but he's going away for work for two weeks and before then I need him in a calm state of mind for baby making so it looks like his appointment can't be until the end of June. This seems like forever away but its only four weeks, and since I think this may be a long journey, whats four weeks in the grand scheme of things?
So for now its time to concentrate on relaxation, I've been around the house and replaced every scented object with a calming scent, so we now have lavender hand soap, shower gel, room spray, scented plug ins, washing up liquid, deodorant, floor cleaner, as well as some lovely scented candles. It should be impossible to not feel relaxed in our house at the moment! The weather seems to be joining me on my mission as well, who can't help but feel happy when the sun is shinning and the birds are tweeting? Next it'll be time to crack out the relaxation cd's and think happy thoughts, and then see how long it takes hubby to realise anythings changed!
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